Look, I know some of the things that I will say on this post about my mom might be rude and distasteful to some, but I need to get this off my chest. So, my mom is an ex-drug attic who used to do drugs (heroin and coke) and I (as a baby) was taken away from her by DIFAS, and that caused me bad trauma. After she went to drug court and got herself clean, my family hated her for what she had done, my grandma hated her the most. She would say so many things, like: “THAT’S WHY YOUR DAUGHTER HATES YOU!” And so much other stuff. After my mom did drugs, my grandma became such a hateful person towards my mom, and me. She was nasty to me a lot, but I still had pity for her. Even when she forced me and my mom to leave. My mom is also a cheater. She had cheated on her late husband with my soon-to be deadbeat dad. She also cheated on my stepdad when he was away because he caused too many issues. She cheated and had sex with a guy called Dante that she called “her friend” She even told me that “the sex was good, but you don’t understand that yet” I just pretended to not understand, even know I knew damn fucking well I understood what she meant, because I heard her moaning in the bathroom and bedroom when she had sex with him. Forgot to mention she kissed other guys when my stepdad was away. I love my mom to death, but the shit she had done is not ok. I’m only 13 and I even know. What the fuck is wrong with my parents and society. My mom is a cheater and ex-drug user (she smokes weed kinda, but that’s none of my business) and my actual dad is nothing better than her, used every drug, did every worst crime, and is a broke dumbass who whipped me constantly as a young kid which would probably be considered abuse. My stepdad is selfish and drives people to being committed. His mom and his friend are both victims of his insanity, and I almost was too (I almost got committed to a mental hospital, but I think you’ve already seen that post) But I know he means good, but he can be excessive, and on top of all of that they have to deal with me. A 13 year old girl who is mentally unstable and draws disturbing shit and is obsessed with other disturbing things, like blood, gore, nazis and other stuff, what makes it worse is that I am black. Kids at my school fucking hate me and want to beat me up, possibly kill me even, and so much traumatic shit that I’ve been through when I was 5-10 to now. The Internet also played a part in my trauma due to the things I saw and got desensitized to. I’ve seen a lot of things that I was to young to see. All the trauma I’ve been through as a young child is what made me to become who I am today. To summarize this in the simplest way possible. I had a rough childhood and my parents and my family and the Internet didn’t make it better.